It's difficult to be soft in a world that has demanded you to be hard all your life in order to survive. The thing is, the connections I make with people are undoubtfully more true when I manage to be soft. To me, softness seems objectively more true state to stay in. Approaching things lovingly from time to time is extremely difficult tho. Anyways, I just wanted to write this down for myself, so I would remember to be soft every time I re-read this (if I end up doing so). Be soft. Be kind. Take care of yourself.

Last month went by quite well, I would say. Milestones were hit, ecstatic moments were experiencd. I don't think I had a single anxiety attack?(!). There are always blue moments here or there, but [interrupted, will finish in a bit]